every hour of the day.
i keep on picturing you in your car when I said goodbye to you.
a smile so bright it still warms me

counting down the days until I see you again

just a quick note to say I still care for you.

How does a flower know it’s beautiful ?
Does it wait to be told by others?
Or does it know deep down inside
That it possesses the inner beauty that others crave?
How does one react when they are told they are beautiful?
When they are envied for what they have
What others crave?

Is it really theirs, or was it given to them to share?
Given them to share with the world
So that others can see the wonder
And marvel in gods gifts

Do people get used to the gift?
Do they look in the mirror each day and still see the magic that strangers see?
That second glance that they get
That smile that greets them from passers by
That the people who love you still see every moment in your presence ?
Do you still see the beauty others do when they look in the mirror?

Or does it become common place
Like a tea towel in the kitchen
Barely noticed in the day to day bustle ?

Tell me princess
What do you see now
Do you still the majesty that you are
That causes strangers to stop in their tracks?

Or have you succumbed
Been beaten down
And started taking yourself for granted ?

I know I haven’t
Every moment with you still is like the first
I still count myself lucky to know you
And long to be with you again
As soon as I leave our presence.

So dear princess
Do you see the majesty I see
The beauty radiating from your soul
Your inner warmth
Your inner smile ?

You have the heart of an angel
When you next look in the mirror
See the beauty that you bring
See the love that you give
To everyone in your light

and once again I stare at the planes.

I’m glad I came,
glad I saw you
and glad you are ok

I wish I could have stayed for longer,
and am always sad when I leave.

but what comforts me is that I know
that every day you are getting stronger
that every day you are getting better
and every day you are still there

remember what is important.
and don’t sweat about anything else

you have your health, and you have the love of all around you who matter.

wishing I could see your smile right now.

That a lot of weight lifted
when I had heard you were ok
(as I’m sure it did for you as well)

of the outcomes that could have happened, I think this one is one of the better ones.

I don’t really have much to say
except that I’m glad your OK

the princess stands at the gate today.

an important door that will open

although she is nervous, and a bit fearful,
she doesn’t show it
she still has the beauty and grace that has always been
the light shining from her still radiates peace and love for all around

she is still the only ‘human’ that I know, and she wears that badge with pride.
no one can compare to her, no one even attempts too.

the energy she gives off is felt for miles around
the smile she has infects everyone she sees.

she is not beauty or grace, they are her.

I wish you peace, and my prayers today.
and to know that you are the most precious thing in the world.

what we had is like a mirror.
and now it is shattered beyond repair.

I’ve come to the realisation that every time you talk to me causes you pain.
It saddens me that you still think of me as your enemy, but right now you have bigger problems to deal with.

So I will leave you be.

If you change your mind about me being your enemy, call, otherwise I wish you well in the upcoming weeks, and hope for a speedy recovery

a river is so powerful and strong
there is nothing else quite like it
rocks may come into it’s path and divert it
but the power of it’s waters will not be held
they will find ways around it
and slowly the river will wear the rock down
until it is no longer
and the water runs free again

but it draws it’s power from the mountains
and trusts that they will feed it the water it needs
for without the trust, it will slowly stagnate and starve, but never die

even though droughts come and go, and the river is weakened
it knows that someday it will return to it’s full power

as it can never be fully broken
and once the rains come, the silt and the boulders that have gathered will be swept away
so the river will flow again once more

I couldn’t answer your call. as I wasn’t alone.

I wish something happened last night, I truly do. but nothing did. a kiss (on the cheek) goodnight was it.
If something were to happen with anyone, you would be the first to know.